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REVIEW friends, go, move forward it, and then the pain Ye Hao.However, we should remember that occasionally come back to see what you have lost, but often stop to look at everything you have now with, remember, there is no excuse to be a reason why you do not pay attention to squander them, please remember that nothing can silently at your side, forever.    blank.   I do not have great writer of talent, I can not write the genuineness of sentiment words.    I do not know.    Perhaps I do not have much feeling with my grandfather, or maybe I did not mind this is a no man’s ignorance of the liver.In my grandfather’s condition is increasing, I want to describe such a scenario.    That day I thought of going to work, be sure to spend the rich.Inadvertently, aunt asked me if I heard my mother was ready, I feel some resentment, she we going to borrow money?Or what is their boring activity?But, she said, it is to prepare my grandfather’s funeral.Suddenly, my heart wall, complex.I can not think of anything else except complex adjectives.Not too many sad, maybe because I’m heartless, maybe, actually I knew, but did not want to think about.I want to say today, do not go out, I want to see him in bed.But I did not, like the two kinds of opposing emotions in the struggle.Finally, I do not know what kind of thoughts to overcome sorrow, I still continue to unnecessary.Happy early appointment boyfriend, the two hours of makeup, choose the right clothes, but also to perm, you want to change your mood.Very happy very happy with his company always flies very happy, we are mad clamor, though, told me earlier imagined the kind of male and female friends dating is very different, but I think I was a contented people.Process, we still have a quarrel, but in fact I do not have too much anger, but inevitably will not help to spark insights from a lot of little things, I admit I was confused, but also worry, because I want a serious and responsible talk to her boyfriend in the face of problems can be solved mature, sensible and, I hope to have a good communication, because none, so I’m worried about whether we would be a good pair.Thinking too much too long-term.    When I go home suddenly unable to pay attention to our feelings, some timid, do not want to go home, afraid.What they do?So clever phone is dead today, it grandfather?Are you ok?Also, it is still?Some guilt, some want to escape, I’m afraid my mother blame, fear, and saw them sad look.But when I went to the door to hear the outgoing “joy,” the voice from the house to play mahjong, also relieved, but also can not help but think, “Oh,” sighed!Why?Ha ha.    Into the house, I could not help but go to my grandfather.Heart, heavier.As if overnight, he was thin like a skeleton, with open drum haggard eyes and looked around, curious about the world like a newborn, saw me, sighs, staring, having left the blink eyes, face shiny light of the only people able to think of broth, relying mouth like losing teeth, deeply trapped inside.I thought, thought, you can not remember how often in the past that a tantrum is ready to hit people holding a chair, that no meat would not be happy, that from time to time clamor child temperament going to live, that in for a long time after the death of grandmother holding a photo tears, that will do the burly old male chauvinism grandfather I eat rice and other computer when I hit play and let an.    These days more people are coming home, it can only increase, faintly feel the touch desolate, brother grandfather sitting beside the bed, just as usual joking with him, saying “the public, you see your color and much better, two days lose enough liquid.”But I know my grandfather was say the words of.At the moment they can not see Yesun two expressions, because I was in his room, and my grandfather’s door is always wide open, the aunt said he was afraid to hear everyone’s voice, quiet fear,.    I would often sit around, quietly watching him, I think he is very lonely, and I say a word, just looked at him, with a smile.He looked at me, or look the same, only more red eye gradually, gradually, like cast a gray mist, and gradually, and again sleep.This time, I always looked at the indifference of oxygen bag hanging, hanging lose vial finish, watching him look even reverse all the difficulties of the body, I can not say much as kind of selfish or stalwart ideas, I want to unplug want to end.Its painful tedious struggled day by day, why not let him take it happily peace of mind?From the kitchen came to hear the discussion, laughing, I wonder why they do not come to stay with grandfather?How they will than I…Eh.Looking at all this room, I want to turn on the TV, I want to go look for my grandfather usually use a razor, I think.I think my grandfather until he is gone, the room, what will become of it?Who will they lived?Will it remained his shadow?At least, the clothes still in it, at least, he still love to dish it.All this will be read by whom it?It should be left only memories of it?Memories?A long time, how much energy as today so clear?Why the family can do as usual?But the room have become more cool, just do not know why the lights are not so bright.I think, ah think, as if in a few tenths to understand.Once again, I faint smile, the face of things sad smile.In fact, the world, in fact, is so natural, no matter who was born, who left the Earth will not run off track, time and who will not stay in pain, cried, laughed, we have to continue walking, because, at least we had the opportunity to live, at least the way we have not collapsed because of the earthquake, we, have to continue with this generation, to which the world was a mission accomplished.    So, my friends, let’s go, move forward it, and then the pain Ye Hao.However, we should remember that occasionally come back to see what you have lost, but often stop to look at everything you have now with, remember, there is no excuse to be a reason why you do not pay attention to squander them, please remember that nothing can silently at your side, forever.[Editor: easy to get along]